Mama 

some days are all about papa. While others are for only mama. And some are about papa and mama. 



And this day was all about her mama. 

Mama needs to hold her,

Mama need to carry her,

Mama need to feed her,

Mama needs to give her all the attention, 

Mama needs to talk to her,

Mama needs to look at her, 

Mama needs to cuddle her,

Mama needs to hold her hand. 

No one can look at her while she’s with me, and no one can take her away. Even papa gets the cold shoulder. Because today was all about mama

… and that’s just fine with me 

Things have changed,

/home/wpcom/public_html/wp-content/blogs.dir/58e/72020433/files/2014/12/img_3986.jpgGrowing up as a child, the most exciting thing for me was eating a huge feast and then getting to open our gives on Christmas Eve (a Hispanic thing). We waiting until real late to begin to open gift, and I remember being so happy and my heart racing of excitement to know what I received !

But now that I have my daughter, it’s stopped being about gifts. It’s stopped being about how many things I received and if I was given all the things I had asked for. It’s become more about lighting up my daughter faces. Last year she was a month and a half so we opened everything up. This year she was much more involved, ripping her gifts up and having joy written all over her face. The holidays to me means much more, it’s about teaching my daughter the importance of family, love, and appreciating everything you had before you opened gifts. About coming together for family traditions. I could never receive a gift again for Christmas, because all that matters to me is begin able to create a memorable, loving, and blessed childhood for my daughter.

I’m extremely happy to say this Christmas was a success, and I’m already looking forward to next year to see much how Victoria has grown, and being able to continue and maybe even start new traditions. I hope everyone had a safe holiday season, your healthy is well, and your stomachs are full. Xo Jesse